My 4th of July independents.

My short poem in honor of my today, 2 years ago.

Today is an anniversary of what he did to me, today is the day he robbed my soul and brought shame for all to see.

Today is the day he made new wounds and stabbed me in the back, today is the day he stole my faith and now trust i fully lack.

Tomorrow is the day I start to grow and slowly find my soul, tomorrow is the day i will fight back and he will pay the toll.

Tomorrow is the day i find myself and become a better me, tomorrow is the day I shut him down and take away his plea.

No longer I take his touching, no longer his manipulitive voice, no longer will he make the call cause now I hold the choice.

I will no longer give him power and i will never let him win, he won’t stay inside my head just to say he’s in.

I will not be his victim and will never hold his shame, i’ll tell the world far and wide he’s always been to blame.

The destrunction’s finally over and i hold my head so high, my tomorrow’s finally come to me and I feel like I could fly.

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Author: heidifowler

I'm a 34 year old with 3 wonderful kids, an amazing husband that ended up rescuing me from who i thought was trying to rescue me. i am the woman that makes mistakes but learns from them. i am not who i was a little over a year ago. last year i was easily manipulated, being made to feel guilty, and struck down by people i trusted. this year i have learned about myself and still learning...how to be strong. how to protect myself and never be a victim again.

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